» A Gay and Melancholy Sound || ☆ PDF Read by ↠ Merle Miller

By Merle Miller | Comments: ( 391 ) | Date: ( Jan 21, 2020 )

The first book in nationally renowned librarian Nancy Pearl s new Book Lust Rediscoveries series, this lost literary classic is available for the first time in decades As funny and entertaining as it is captivating and heartrending, A Gay and Melancholy Sound is a shattering depiction of modern disconnection and the tragic consequences of a life bereft of love.Joshua BlanThe first book in nationally renowned librarian Nancy Pearl s new Book Lust Rediscoveries series, this lost literary classic is available for the first time in decades As funny and entertaining as it is captivating and heartrending, A Gay and Melancholy Sound is a shattering depiction of modern disconnection and the tragic consequences of a life bereft of love.Joshua Bland has lived the kind of life many would define as extraordinary Born in a small Iowa town to a controlling, delusional mother who had always wanted a daughter rather than a son, her anger at him colors his life His father, a compassionate drinker incapable of dealing with Joshua s mother, walks out on his wife and son, leaving a vacuum in the family that is damagingly filled by his tutor cum stepfather Petrarch Pavan, scion of a wealthy New York family who has secrets of his own Playing on Joshua s brilliance, Petrarch trains him to win a nationwide knowledge competition, but Joshua s disappointing results in the finals are met with anger and disbelief by both his mother and stepfather If Petrarch was unsuccessful in teaching Joshua the information he needed to win the contest, he had success in instilling Joshua with the cynicism, self doubt, and self hatred that fill his own soul.Enlisting in the army during World War II, he serves first as an infantryman, where his irreverent letters home turn him into a best selling author Then, as a paratrooper, he meets the physical challenges he thought were beyond his reach and helps free the concentration camps before being wounded as the Allied forces free Buchenwald Back home after the war, he becomes a wildly successful producer and all of this by the age of thirty seven But when his production company flounders amid critical and financial woes, the reality of who he is becomes perfectly, depressingly clear he has had a lifetime of extraordinary experiences and no emotional connection to any of it.

  • Title: A Gay and Melancholy Sound
  • Author: Merle Miller
  • ISBN: null
  • Page: 461
  • Format: Hardcover

About Author:

Merle Miller

Merle Miller, born in Montour, Iowa, wrote almost a dozen books, including than half a dozen novels His first, That Winter 1948 , was considered one of the best novels about the postwar readjustment of World War II veterans His other novels included A Day in Late September, set in suburban Connecticut on a Sunday in September 1960, The Sure Thing, Reunion, and his masterwork, the monumental A Gay and Melancholy Sound 1960.Oral biographies accounted for his greatest success The first of them, Plain Speaking An Oral Biography of Harry S Truman, was published in 1974 It was adapted from an abortive television series for which the former President spent many hours in the early 1960 s talking with Miller, the researcher and writer for the project His Johnson biography, a book for which he conducted 180 interviews and consulted almost 400 oral histories, was a best seller in 1980 Although he said he began the biography disliking the former President, in part because Miller was an outspoken opponent of the Vietnam War, he ended up appreciating Mr Johnson s parliamentary achievements and calling him one of the most complex, fascinating Presidents of all time In 1971, Miller wrote a widely discussed essay for The New York Times Magazine, What It Means to Be a Homosexual, which, he said, brought him than 2,000 letters, many of them from other homosexuals thanking him for helping to restore their self respect This article, and the enlarged book published from it, On Being Different, made Miller the first nationally known advocate for gay rights He closely followed that famous essay with the novel What Happened, fictionalizing some of his own horrific life experiences which lay behind the NYT essay Miller attended the University of Iowa and spent a year at the London School of Economics He joined the Army Air Corps in 1942 and served as an editor of Yank magazine, in both the Pacific and in Europe, until his discharge in September 1945 He worked briefly as an editor at Time and Harper s magazines.

Comments A Gay and Melancholy Sound

  • Gregg

    This was an unusual book for me. I didn't quite know how to take it at first. Then, all of the sudden, and quite by surprise, I was thoroughly drawn in and hooked - and I mean HOOKED. Like completely invested in the narrator, who is not exactly the kid next door, nor someone who you wish would live next door. at least, at first. Then, with time, and with multiple chronological flashbacks and presages, I realized that I CARED for this guy. And that continued. Until the final pages. This was a tot [...]

  • Hillery

    A powerful read. Written in 1961 and just now back in print, it is the self-told story of a man's life from childhood (born in the early 1920s) through the then present day (late 1950s), where he is in his late 30s. Beginning as a child prodigy with loads of self-doubt, family problems, etc we see his life evolve through WW II and the 1950s. He can't love himself or others, and knows this. He realizes that he peaked as a teenager. The main character is very insightful about himself, but can't ch [...]

  • Shane

    In a certain sense, this book is the equivalent of listening to a sad song that brings great joy nonetheless - in my case that would be listening to a Janis Joplin tune such as "Ball and Chain," or "Turtle Blues." Miller is one of those artists who mines unimaginable pain and sadness and hones it into something idiosyncratically and strangely beautiful.I did not expect to like this book - I am one of those unfortunate creatures who judges books by their titles, and this one sounded a bit too 'fl [...]

  • Betsy

    I can't believe that I hadn't ever heard of this author considering he is from my hometown, a town of twenty-five thousand people in the middle of Iowa. I probably hadn't heard of him because he was a gay rights activist and a McCarthy trial victim when a town in Iowa might be ashamed of such a thing. Who knows, they might still be ashamed of such a thing. That's one of the reasons I haven't lived there since I graduated from high school.This book is dark in a lovely way. At first I felt like I [...]

  • Brent

    What an amazing book. This is NOT for everyone, believe me. It spoke to me profoundly. Such a beautiful multi-layered protagonist. The reviews I have read all emphasize his inability to love. Funnily enough, he loves people in a sadly poignant way throughout the book. He is incapable of resisting his base instincts to destroy. Beautiful, sad, funny as hell, I had a difficult time putting it down. I loved it. The end is quite a tour de force.

  • Susan

    Book Description (from )Publication Date: April 3, 2012The first book in nationally renowned librarian Nancy Pearl’s new Book Lust Rediscoveries series, this lost literary classic is available for the first time in decades. As funny and entertaining as it is captivating and heartrending, A Gay and Melancholy Sound is a shattering depiction of modern disconnection and the tragic consequences of a life bereft of love.Joshua Bland has lived the kind of life many would define as extraordinary. Bor [...]

  • Donald

    Merle Miller, who is best known as a presidential biographer, wrote this semi-autobiographical diary in 1961, ten years before his very public "coming out" in a NY Times Magazine article entitled "What it means to be a homosexual." That said, the word "gay" in the title does not refer to homosexuality. It is alluded to on two or three occasions in the book. The most revealing statement comes when describing another man, "the actor had seen something in me that I did not dare to see in myself". T [...]

  • Terry

    This book intrigued me because it was the first reprint in the Nancy Pearl A Book Lust Rediscovery series. I’m so glad I took a chance on it. What could be considered maudlin, self-indulgent and depressing turned into a very good read for me. I didn’t remember the name “Merle Miller” before, but had heard of his 1971 “Time” article, “What It Means to Be Homosexual.” While somewhat autobiographical, it’s not quite as I don’t believe Mr. Miller committed suicide. The novel is r [...]

  • Mary Anne

    Merle Miller's book was chosen by Book Lust Rediscoveries, a “series devoted to reprinting some of the best (and now out of print) novels originally published between 1960-2000. Each book is personally selected by Nancy Pearl and includes an introduction by her, as well as discussion questions for book groups and a list of recommended further reading.” I thoroughly enjoyed the author's sense of humor and character development. The main character is named Joshua Bland, but his life was anythi [...]

  • Lori

    I liked , then hated, then liked, then hated again, Joshua Bland ( the narrator of this book). The book, told in the first person, traces the life of Joshua Bland from being a child prodigy in the 1920's to the 1960's. I was sympathetic with Joshua as a child but as he ages and depressingly goes on and on about his inability to love and penchant for hurting everyone around him, I became less sympathetic. As the book goes on ( and it does for over 500 pages!) and he starts to deteriorate clearly [...]

  • David

    I have always liked Merle Miller's books; "Plain Speaking" made President Truman a personal hero of mine, his book on LBJ made this tragic man real for me. But when I read Nancy Pearl's intro to this book, I nearly didn't read it at all. Who wants to read a novel about an unloved, depressed PTSD driven alcoholic of uncertain sexuality who is contemplating suicide. But not reading this book would have been a mistake. Every glowing word in Nancy Pearl's introduction was deserved. For all of its sa [...]

  • Teri

    Very smarti felt as if i were being challenged to keep up with this witty and somber tale. I also felt it was autobiographical in some respects. Going up different, feeling alienated from the "Out There" rang true to his life I think He was a wounded from birth but not all bright kids get exploited. More people should be careful about what they hold as their ideals.d not sell out for greed, fame or prestige. How can you say a man cannot love who cries at tender moments. I don't buy that couldn't [...]

  • Flexanimous

    I found this book through something called "Nancy Pearl's Book Lust Rediscoveries" (she's an author and librarian in the U.S.)It's written in an autobiographical first-person style, which sometimes made me uncomfortable, but I actually like that. The author's done well in creating a character who is generally awful but frequently relatable as well. He's all the worst parts of yourself, particularly if you've ever thought you were smarter than everyone around you or been worried about living up t [...]

  • Erik

    I was half through this book when it was recalled by the library, with a long waiting list there is no extending the checkout. Apparently out-of-print, I haven't been able to find a copy except in the rare collections of used book stores ($$). I was really enjoying the dry, dark wit of the book and the unfolding, self-inflicted circumstance of an unhappy man's life. No stars though till I pony up the cash and finish the book.

  • Darlene

    This novel as autobiography of a child prodigy and WWII veteran was heavy-hearted reading; poignant, opinionated, farcical, smart-assed. Merle Miller did an amazing job of creeping around the miserable, web-laced catacombs of Joshua Bland's life, one leaden step at a time. Thank you, Nancy Pearl, for bringing this 1961 work back to reading lamp life. And thanks to Jeanette in Seattle for introducing me to Nancy Pearl.

  • Jessica

    This is definitely one of the best books I have read since the end of March 2012. Have bought a copy for my son.Funny, acerbic, and very cleverly written I am telling everyone it is worth a go. You won't like any of the characters but you will believe in them all, and the prose is yummy.

  • Maude

    I have not enjoyed a book as much as this in quite awhile. The writing is not overdone and it flows.

  • Wendolyn

    Recommended by NPR:"Joshua Bland was born and raised in a small Iowa town where, unloved by his mother and stepfather, he grew up with a lacerating self-hatred. Once acclaimed as a child prodigy, he has always believed that he was never quite smart enough. Throughout his life, Joshua has systematically destroyed whatever happiness could be his, knowing exactly what he was doing as he did it, but unable to stop himself. While A Gay and Melancholy Sound is certainly grounded in the great historica [...]

  • Jeff Hanson

    Merle Miller's A Gay and Melancholy Sound is the second book I've read in Nancy Pearl's Rediscovered series. The first, the excellent The Cowboys and the Cossacks was a breezy adventure story that was quick and compelling. This book is much larger, and more difficult to get through, but is also definitely worth rediscovering. This is the story of boy-genius named Joshua Bland, his small town Iowa boyhood, his overbearing mother, and his journey into adulthood, and the disillusionment with the wo [...]

  • Maria Paiz

    Joshua Bland, a former celebrity as a small-town child prodigy, whose life was full of promises that were never quite fulfilled, is intent upon committing suicide and decides to tell the story of his life before shutting the final curtain. As a brilliant mind, he (sometimes haphazardly) achieved financial successes as a writer and later as a theater producer, but he never lived up to his own expectations. A captious cynic, an arrogant, bitter, sarcastic, insolent misanthrope, Bland realizes he w [...]

  • April

    Joshua Bland cannot love. Joshua Bland is unlovable. Through crippling self-hatred, an overcompensated inferiority complex, a genius-level IQ, and a remarkable knack for self-sabotage, Joshua Bland managed to completely ruin any chance at happiness he could've had. What's more, he knew he was doing it. So now he's decided to create a voice-recorded chronicle of his life complete with his few triumphs and many failures. The resulting account shows the complexity of a life burdened by expectation [...]

  • William Crosby

    Essentially a fictional autobiography which is one of my least favorite genres. For example, I hated "Something happened" (Heller). Yet, you see the 5 stars. This was a fascinating book. At times it became tedious and I had to leave and then come back and then it was not so tedious.The narrator is often bitter and cynical. There were various aspects of the Bland character with which I identified and I also found him insufferable. However, I am not planning on killing myself although I do have mo [...]

  • Kelly Brill

    The NPR book expert Nancy Pearl inspired me to read this book - it's one of her all-time favorites (in fact, because of her, has reprinted the book.) It won't be on my all-time favorite list but I did appreciate the writing style, the occasional wit, the psychological insights and the cultural commentary (often biting). This novel reads as a memoir of a self-obsessed unhappy man who is extremely self-aware. The book's subtlety in addressing issues of sexuality and depression/mental illness show [...]

  • Diane

    I liked this book much more than I thought I would. The author does get a little long winded at times; I'm not sure the book really needed to be quite as long as it was. Yet, the author has that "magic" touch that makes a reader actually care about a man that is not likable by using wit, dark humor, and creating a really interesting story. The book was published in 1961, but I had to keep reminding myself of that while reading it. It felt as though it could have published last year if some of th [...]

  • Cyndie

    Funny yet so very sad. A child genius succumbs to the habit of disdain that his unloving and unloveable mother models for him. This is his account of his life as he records it over several days preceding his planned suicide. Unflinching in his self-critical story telling, he subverts any possible pity that may be evolving during reminiscences of neglect by recounting acts of emotional and physical cruelties of his own. The author captures a life of brilliant despair in a very long and very thoro [...]

  • David

    I got this when a list of Kindle freebies came around a couple of weeks ago. Nancy Pearl raved about it.Some parts of it were engaging and some were offputting. As to the latter, it was sometimes a challenge to distinguish dislike of the book's narrator from dislike of the book itself. Because the narrative has lost hope in himself and everything else, even though at some points there is humor and insight the overall effect is bleak.I'm not sorry I read it, but wouldn't seek out more fiction by [...]

  • Jessica

    I don't know what to think of this one. I mean, I liked it but I can't say I've read a true "memoir as novel" before (or maybe it was novel as memoir?) A rather depressing read - very self-depreciating and bitter - but still compelling, particularly for the socio-historical aspect (is that a thing?). The ending is quite dramatic - as the life-long literate narrator deteriorates, it becomes difficult to decipher what is going on and it becomes increasingly disturbing. Not necessarily a fitting en [...]

  • Lorna

    I wanted to read this book as it's one of Nancy Pearl's Book lust rediscoveries series. Joshua Bland has to be one of the saddest, most cynical characters I've ever read about. And yet I totally got drawn into his narrative and I was hooked. (The first person view works well here.) The book deals with a lot of psychology and Bland's observations concerning people made me smile more than once.

  • Jen

    I kinda wanted to go 3 1/2 on this one. It's a very well written book and hooks you in with a protagonist that is a sad person who lead a quite extraordinary life. What was really interesting were the political, religions and racial themes it touched on in past decades (20s, 30s, 50s) that resonate with what society is like now.

  • Don

    Originally published in 1961, other than some of the syntax, it could have been written in the last couple of years. The fictionalized autobiography is cleverly written and spans from the early 1910's to 1960. Parts reminded me of the Augusten Burroughs books, both in the cynical humor and in the paranoiaIt's a good read.

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